i’m sitting in a dark room listening to sad music i’m surrounded by my stuffed animals in a house that doesn’t feel like home i hate that i feel twelve again i think about my best friend who i haven’t seen in four months and who my mom doesn’t consider to be a real best friend i hate that i feel eight again my mom has let me down she never ever listens i hate that i feel little again » Continue Reading
song: heavun artist: hemlocke springs year: 2023 why i like this song: this song has hardcore new wave vibes. i grew up loving new wave and am OBSESSED with it to this day, so seeing newer artists dabble in new wave styles is so cool to me! why i think you’ll like it: it’s an amazing song by a smaller artist. i’ve been following her since last december and her music has just always been fun to lis... » Continue Reading
song: surf wax america artist: weezer year: 1994 why i like the song: unfortunately im a big weezer fan, but this song fucking SL4PS i deadass listened too it on repeat eight times bc i like it sm. why i think youll like it: this is my favorite song off of blue album and i honestly think, while not artistically, that this is one of weezers best songs period and i think yall should check it out esp... » Continue Reading
song: take my head artist: turnover album: peripheral vision length: 3:13 year: 2015 https://youtu.be/OFK4ZSoXpPs song: c'est la vie artist: yung gravy features: bbno$, rich brian album: marvelous length: 2:40 year: 2022 https://youtu.be/YHfs0ma5Di8 » Continue Reading
song: rosejam artist: couch dog year: 2021 why i like it: its just a fun jam song. reminds me of a quirky buddy road trip movie why i think you'll like it: its fun. its upbeat, got good lyrics, and this band in general is really cool. » Continue Reading
i wish i was normal. i wish i could spontaneously go out with my friends, but i hate leaving my house and mom would throw a fit. i wish i could stay home alone at night or make cash house sitting for others, but mom would have to stay with me incase i 'hurt' myself. i wish i could go out on my own sometimes, but mom says theres pedophiles and sex traffickers, murders and rapists everywhere. » Continue Reading
yknow that smile? the one when your mom makes your favorite dinner, or when you watch a movie from when you were a kid, or when your favorite person is next to you. the smile when youre all warm and fuzzy inside thats the best kinda smile the one when youre completely at ease you rarely see that kind of smile but when you do its special thats the best smile » Continue Reading
ive always liked the scent of pot especially on a chilly night it reminds me of home of late nights at punk shows being carried back to the car by my dad of the skunk spray when we would sleep in the sun room on hot summer nights it reminds me of good times from my middle school years seeing bands no ones heard of and will never remember it reminds me of all the fun times yet to c » Continue Reading
when im sad i think of the unwashed apples i think of the cigarettes, the alcohol, the painkillers i think of the poison i chose to put in my body i think of all the times i thought i was empty, a shell, a ghost i think of the 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16 year old girl who's 3 years past expiration i think of the times yet to come i dont eat unwashed apples because the » Continue Reading
the illusion of dream is a funny thing you don't think about how uch you miss people til they're in your dreams i didn't think i missed her that much til she appeared in a place she wasn't supposed to be her and a few others it felt good to hug her and hang on her for the first time in nearly six months then i woke up and she was gone » Continue Reading
song: dirty mirrors artist: bedtime stories year: 2023 why i like it: it's a song written and performed by my dear friend ethan. hes been one of my best friends for four years and its awesome to see him grow as a musician. why i think youll like it: its a really good fifth wave emo song. the melody is pretty good. mostly i just wanna give one of my friends a shout out because i know hes going plac... » Continue Reading