normal

i wish i was normal.

i wish i could spontaneously go out with my friends,

but i hate leaving my house and mom would throw a fit.

i wish i could stay home alone at night or make cash house sitting for others,

but mom would have to stay with me incase i 'hurt' myself.

i wish i could go out on my own sometimes,

but mom says theres pedophiles and sex traffickers, murders and rapists everywhere.

i wish i could get a girlfriend,

but mom would question her every move and never let us be alone together.

i wish i could bring my friends around,

but mom makes it awkward and my friends always side with her anyways.

i wish i could be normal,

but mom robbed me of that.

ill never be normal thanks to her.