Every week I dream a song that doesn't exist then wake up trying to puzzle the pieces of what is and could be. I often watch old interviews and realize how people back then were so themselves as opposed to a script whether that meant them being whimsical and chaotic as can be or shy and more closed off, a bit awkward yet open to the questions being asked and giving good answers Example: Silverchai... » Continue Reading
I've been researching flip phones all week, mostly ones from Japan because the ones in the USA are totally lame and lack a reason to exist, straight bore me. So I found one called Kyocera 903kc, I might look for an alternative because the Sharp Aquos 601sh is sickkkk especially cause it has a touch screen keypad so if I have to buy the 903kc I'll just spray paint the battery cover or buy a clear s... » Continue Reading
Feels like I'm in an endless loops of creation, with perfection or something great right in front of me and then hating on it and thinking it's or I'm not good enough so then I try to do better and strive for said "perfection" but within my loop I understand as of today, that it is unknowable because it is right in front of us and we don't see it because we don't want to, whether it is because we ... » Continue Reading
I've been writing a lot of music lately, just because so much has happened in my life that's outside of my control so music/poetry is the only way I know how to fill the void so to speak, I'm a perfectionist so it is a bit fustrating trying to find the right words to say but I guess that's because thinking is overrated and it's better to feel when writing lyrics and that goes for life to because i... » Continue Reading
I think I'm gonna throw away my smartphone and go back to when people used laptops to check the internet, everything seems so cluttered right now, no space to think, only to feel. It could just be the nostalgia breathing but the moment I'm able to have a flip phone that works with 4/5g and is able to text/call with no social media apps I'll be at ease and hopefully get a lot done. » Continue Reading