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so tomorrow im gonna try out for the taekwondo team again. ive already gone through two trainings in preparation buttttttt i dont really expect anything tbh the tryout is a free training in itself also my stamina sucks ass and thats the main thing we need for the tryout hahahah im so screwed i dont wanna embarass myself im applying for sparring varsity but all my achievements are all under form pe... » Continue Reading
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well my grades just got released yesterday, i didn't make it tohighest honors with an average of 97.something something, i js remember its over 60 97.60(+) and uh i have tryouts for the varsity team next week! though i dont really expect to make it, its more for the free trainings. my staminas at an all-time low but i guess thats what i have to fix. anyways ive been slowly getting out of my vacat... » Continue Reading
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i mean asides from death, the one thing im really scared about is the people in my life, the ones i wanna stick to forever will become just a memory, not like the "oh ill keep her in my memory" shit after they die more like theyre alive, we just encountered a forkroad and our paths were separate now. the feeling that theyre still here, but i physically cannot spend time with them, or talk to them,... » Continue Reading
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i've been putting on "mundo" on repeat i dont know why, its just so nostalgic. i think i first heard it when i was like 8/9? i don't know when exactly, but i knew my mom always put this song on while she was working late nights (pre-pandemic) theres something about the song that evokes something in me i sound so edgy wtf but seriously, theres like a longing for something i dont know. maybe its th... » Continue Reading
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grade 9 is officially over its really weird, like i vividly remember every single event happening as if it was hours ago. theres no way I just made it through an entire school year again, makes me wonder if time will pass this quick (or quicker) when im older i also vivily remember writing a blog about the day before my competition around last april? yeah so guess what, im still performing the sam... » Continue Reading
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so wow, grade 9 is ending. thats really weird, considering I'm still really hung up on grade 8 lol I've really learned a lot, and grown as a person, maybe in stomach to but stfu idc icl ts pmo sm fr fr fr fr sybau stfu I don't give a GAF so its really making me think that I've had this account since grade 7. I wonder what it'll be like to stumble across this profile when I'm older and have forgott... » Continue Reading
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i go into depressive tangents less frequently. i still kinda hate taekwondo but i think im developing a crush on my teammate so its fine negative x negative = positive » Continue Reading
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probably the picture will be gone soon again so Mizi says: what is 13/8 Mizi says: im tired Mizi says: i have school tomorrow Mizi says: is it tommorow Mizi says: or tomorrow Mizi says: maybe the latter Mizi says: because of "good morrow" Mizi says: i dont know Mizi says: i think ill go to bed Mizi says: meet me in heaven Mizi says: see you » Continue Reading
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Hiii so like Ive been crocheting stuff for summer and ive already made a summer top. Now, I'm making a jellyfish bag for shells n shit hehehe. Hope we can go to the beach this summer. hibiscus surfboard braids watermelon music blasting on the speakers » Continue Reading
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i dont know why i suddenly lost the motivation to talk like, normally to my friends, to get up from bed, do do anything except study and study but im not like obsessive over studying its the only thing i can pretty much bring myself to do i used to have executive dysfunction with studying but now its executive dysfunction with everything im not on the same echelon that i was a few months ago i d » Continue Reading
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so basically i have an irrational fear of death and my memory being just wiped. "you wont know when you'll die, you're dead!" "remember [insert big number] years ago? thats like when you're dead!" no its like okay i dont physically know how it feels os im scared of that i know its like being unfulfilled and crap that makes you scared of dying anyways im more scared of my family and friends dying. ... » Continue Reading
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