I've never liked my birthday. It's always been bland and overrated and overwhelming. I dont like when people pay that much attention to me and waste their time for me. I was never good enough for that. When I was younger I'd pretend it was fine but it never was. I never liked it. I haven't had a party since I was 7 and I'm glad for that. Gifts are less frequent and never actually on that day, and ... » Continue Reading
All the time the question pops up to which I'm asked "what do you want to be?" Or "what's your plan for the future?" When I was younger I would say an animator or scientist or something but now I'm unsure. Being in a band can't sustain you and that's not why I started it so the question I ask myself is, what happened to you? I have no plan, nothing to follow. For the first time in my life I feel u... » Continue Reading
I've always liked writing songs, I just never know what to write. I'll think of something but I'll soon forget, just like how I'll forget the last time I texted you or answered you. Then when I forget I'll start to feel bad. Writing basslines is harder than writing lyrics and when you think you thought of something good, you didn't, and you have to restart all over again. It's hard and I miss when... » Continue Reading
Life sucks And you lose things Become a loser in your own game And cry yourself to sleep But you don't let it get to you Don't get pushed down If you do you never get back up You stay in the pit of your own despair And don't get help because your scared You can't be scared If your scared you'll miss other things Something bad may happen Something horrible that makes life seem pointless But afte » Continue Reading