9/29/24

All the time the question pops up to which I'm asked "what do you want to be?" Or "what's your plan for the future?" When I was younger I would say an animator or scientist or something but now I'm unsure. Being in a band can't sustain you and that's not why I started it so the question I ask myself is, what happened to you? I have no plan, nothing to follow. For the first time in my life I feel unsure and it scares me. I don't like being unsure. I like plans and schedules and routines. I don't like not knowing. Surprises are fine, sure, if I don't know that there is one I know nothing about. What will I do in the future? How will I sustain myself? What's gonna happen to me? I don't know for once and it scares me. A lot.

-BoyScouts