For the past week I think ive gotten a collcetive of maybe ten hours of sleep over 7 days. I dont really know whats happening to me, i dont reconize myself in the mirror and i spend all day in my room again. I was like this bad when I was 11-16 but i always considered that the worst of it i guess? i struggle to even believe that i still struggle with mental health. When I got my first job and my m... » Continue Reading
I'm kind of sober this time. My heart feels empty, and I know I'm just at the start of the episode. It's different this time, people are noticing. Overt the past two weeks, despite my family never talking to me, my mother, father, grandmother, all three of my sisters and an ex have asked me if I'm okay, if I'm safe, if I'm planning anything. While I'm lucky enough to have people who reach other li... » Continue Reading
It's my first time writing a blog or any sort. I'm not good at talking about myself, I'm more of a creative writer. I'm trying to work through some of my emotions, and I'm alone in life for the first time in a long time. I don't have anyone I can talk to. I'm trying to be more responsible for my own mental health, but I cant help feeling selfish, or dumb. I've forgotten how to cope on my own. I've... » Continue Reading