tomorrow i go to salem with my mom and my sister who could be my mom. ive always wanted to go to salem bc i love spooky stuff and witches and history and blah blah blah. i promise im not one of those annoying "we are the daughters of the witches you couldnt burn" people. i just like history and the macabre. i also like hanging out with aforementioned sister without her kids as that has only happen... » Continue Reading
went to the farmers market today and got a delightfully lumpy mug. got home and started going through my belongings, sorting out what goes where and where goes what. scared im picking the wrong whats and wheres. the only way to know is the hard way. i wish i could take out my spine backbone by backbone and wash it. i think being able to manually disassemble my body would solve my problems. i need ... » Continue Reading
today i got a new laptop. i got a fun case for it that makes it look like a composition notebook and im gonna decorate it with lots of stickers once i acquire them. i made a special screensaver for it. im hoping this computer treats me well as i have awful track record with laptops. i never drop them or do anything for them to prematurely stop being great and lovely and wonderful but they inevitab... » Continue Reading
i love things that overlap. i love hands that overlap but only when its on purpose. i love collaging more than anything, figuring out the exact positioning of the exact perfect items. i love when a drawing has lines intersecting which should not. i love that my life overlaps with yours and how lucky i am for that possibility. i love books stacked one on top of eachother. i love when your words ove... » Continue Reading
executive dysfunction is hitting me like a ton of bricks the last few days. i am so tired. i need to have a good sleep schedule for my road trip for early mornings of best friend yelling at me about traffic. i need to clean. why does the cleaning never stop. why is there always something that needs to be cleaned. i need to pack . scared for how hot its gonna be outside of my mountain bubble. i wan... » Continue Reading
almost passed out in the shower today. got money. made shirts. got rid of shirts. did more nothing than i would like to admit. cried. watched podcast. play sims. fiddle with hair. wish i got to watch a movie » Continue Reading
yesterday i registered for my college classes. im really only excited for one of them, which is a little concerning, but i am excited to get to college none the less. i am getting very tired of the inbetweeness of it all. i think i have said that here already. i think i have come to terms with the fact that i'll never be a kid again, but im sick of not yet being something else. technically im stil... » Continue Reading
tomorrow i head to my best friends house. im visiting her because she graduates on saturday and she had enough tickets that i could go. its weird, her graduation feels more like my graduation than my actual one did. probably because we were in school together in 8th grade and have grown together (even if we have lived far apart). and we are going to college at the same time . its just crazy like. ... » Continue Reading
i start college in the fall and as much as i am nervous about doing school again for the first time since spring 2021 and having to be a Functional Member of Society, i am so excited to get OUTOFMYHOUSE and be around people. i swear my parental environment gets more hostile by the day and i just cant wait to be on my own. my parents can be great and all but lately their negative qualities are ampl... » Continue Reading
i swear i am trying to blog more but i only ever remember when it is not a time that i can be blogging. but here i am, typing words that no one will read into my shitty laptop. this weekend i am babysitting my little brother. again. i guess babysitting my brother is what drives me to actually blog. i made a picnic table out of legos that he really seems to like. the A/C broke on the first floor wh... » Continue Reading
going to blog more here. its just hard since im not really a natural writer about myself. doing the 100 qs thing ry did to give me a boost i guess » Continue Reading