So im homeless again... have a pinched nerve im in constant pain but im back iin the crisis center. t just sucks i feel like ive lost my life and my identity. My dog, my house, my beauty. I feel as though im fading away and its diffcult to keep fightng but i have to. i have to get my life back. i just have to. Im only 19 and i feel like m 80 years old » Continue Reading
6/15/2023 Hey guys, I know I’ve been gone for a while but I’m finally living on my own now! So much has happened I’m the past few days that I can’t fit into one blog post. But essentially I finally got my own apartment in the city. It’s definitely a fixer upper and the landlord only agreed to let me move in if I helped clean. There’s a room in here that’s just filled with cats??? The smell is unbe... » Continue Reading
The other night i spontaniously packed my shit and went to a crisis center, its kind of like inpatiet but we can smoke and we have access to internet and our phones. I brought my laptop so i could document my journey on here. Today i talked to one of the women im in the home with and she complimented my clothes and called me pretty. She's an older woman (64) and to hear such kind words like that f... » Continue Reading
oIm going to start using this as something of a personal diary so here gpes muthin' I really want to eventually get into modeling, I desperately need to get myself in front of a camera n like any capacity...except porn, im not doing porn. this might be delulu lemon but ive been convinced since i was a young age that im going to be a star one day. I feel it in every fibre of my being and im going t... » Continue Reading
5/29/2023 So basically I could no longer bear living with my narcisistic and abusive family so I packed my shit in the night and ran to a crisis center. Its kind of inpatient kind of not. I'm allowed access to my phone and the internet (as you can see). honestly i feel like i can breathe for the first time in years, they're helping me get access to transitional housing and it feels like im finall... » Continue Reading
Today My friends and I went to this arcade that hasnt changed at all since the 80s and it was surreal bc I remember going there like 11 years ago on a field trip for summer camp.It felt like a time capsule and not just because of the setting itself but also the people. Everyone there looked about 15 years behind in terms of fashion and I felt right at place in my Ed Hardy t shirt dress and Juicy t... » Continue Reading
5/22/2023 Today me and my bestie went down by a lake just to smoke and eat bagels, It was a vibe. I also tried something new with my makeup and hated it but it is what it is » Continue Reading
Hey everyone, Im a 19 y/o nonbinary transfem obsessed with all things 2000s pop culture. Im going to start using this as kind of a daily public journal and a peak into my vintage lifestyle! I try to live as simply as possible and im trying to create a more organic less modern social media presence. I love film especially horror and I am a self taught illustrator and animator. Im currently ... » Continue Reading