Hey guys! long time no talk. I haven't wrote because of my mental health being so bad, because of my ex boyfriend. But I have a new boyfriend and i'm happy to say that i'm staying. There is so much to go over, but that will be for a different day, Stay tuned. » Continue Reading
Bro life sucks, Im in spain without the s for sure, but I saw my band director today so ig thats fun. I miss my ex but i NEED to get over him. i need to realize that he's never gonna love me again. » Continue Reading
my boyfriend broke up with me, I cried for 4 days straight. it still hurts a lot but me and him are friends so ig its okay. but I can't help but still love him I mean.. our 3 month anniversary would have been jan 7. I keep telling him that i need him and he keeps friend zoning me, idk what to do. » Continue Reading
heyyy it been awhile. hows it been? The excuse I have for being gone is i've been SUPER busy. I had a band concert and I also have been busy with my boyfriend, my period has also been super bad and its miserable. Also me and my mom have been fighting and shiz. Buttt I am getting airpods for chistmas! yayy. and GTA 5 lmao. » Continue Reading
Okay this blog is gonna be long so buckle up. sooo Band sucks! we have a concert in less than 4 days! I only have 1 day to practice the 3 songs that we are gonna be playing and I am so nervous. I'm probably gonna screw up at the concert and embarrass myself in front of everyone. fun. anyway me and my boyfriends 2 month anniversary was 3 days ago. it was great. I love him so much, also my grades ar... » Continue Reading
soo my school is kinda strict about grades and whatnot and if you have a C or lower in math you most likely will be put in a form of extra study hall called Math Lab, IT SUCKS. they took me out of heath to take the class. And if you didn't know Heath is my Fav subject. its so easy and its overall a very fun class. but yk I guess math is more important :( so I go to reg extra study hall tues and th... » Continue Reading
Ik I should not post my grades but tbh i dont care anymore. Band 55.00 F Heath 97.30 A+ English 70.91 C- Math 73.78 C Science 67.45 D+ History 78.40 C+ Not horrible but still bad. Im trying my best, but its never good enough for my mom. she always compares me to everyone, Friends, Boyfriend, Siblings, Everyone. » Continue Reading
Hellloo sorry for the random break! Ive been struggling with my mental heath and stuff like that. but im sorta getting better so ill try and write more! cant promise much though. :( anyway me and y boyfriends 2 month anniversary is right around the corner! December 7th to be exact! I have a band concert soon too, life is pretty stressful but im gonna try and make the best if it! see ya whenever ... » Continue Reading
Heyyya im back from thanksgiving break! how are you guys i feel like its been forever since I wrote! during break I hung out with my boyfriend a lot which was great. but I also had a depressive episode which was awful but my boyfriend really helped, he cleaned my depression room for me! thanks babe. ALSO im moving out of my tiny bedroom to a HUGE room in my basement. IM SO EXCITED!! anyway i gtg ... » Continue Reading
Bro I never write on the weekend 😙 but I’m switching it up a bit, I’m bored as shit lmao. I’m eating pizza rolls and in ft with my boyfriend ofc » Continue Reading
so this kid in my class got covid right, not too big of a deal. the thing is this idiot needs to sit by my boyfriend. my boyfriend is now not feeling good and he prob has covid. im internally screaming rn. he just left school and i physically cant function. im just gonna cry all day and not do anything. :] » Continue Reading