Xela

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"I don’t know"

I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE

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Depression!!

Category: Life

I have been depressed since I was 8 and I’m 15 now and nothing got better but the thing is I don’t ever want it to go away because I don’t know how to explain it it’s just weird.. Like being happy is cool and all but I had so many cool and epic memories when I was a depressed loser(still am by the way)  » Continue Reading

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Totally better than..

Category: Music

Fucking nobody, you fucking suck. (please tell me you got the reference) » Continue Reading

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My life part one

Category: Life

I’m tired hold up I don’t know what to type.. COME BACK FOR PART TWO » Continue Reading

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My blogs

Category: Blogging

I’m sorry for posting so many I forgot to set it to private » Continue Reading

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Love yourself

Category: Life

LOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURSELFLOVE YOURS... » Continue Reading

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Envious of everyone with a normal voice

Category: Life

I wish I could sound like everyone else but instead I sound like a fucking  deep voice e boy..  and I get bullied a lot for my voice I get muted a lot when I join discord calls. I have to force my voice to sound “normal”  I get called weird a lot my voice never changes tones I SOUND SO UGLY I WANNA KILL MYSELF All of you are so lucky or maybe I’m just a loser I don’t know » Continue Reading

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Life

Category: Life

I think I would’ve been happier if I was born somewhere in time where I can experience 2008 or 2010 life seemed so much better back then..  » Continue Reading

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Any tips on how to socialize?

Category: Friends

I want to make friends but I don’t really know how to talk o people irl or online it’s just really hard.. » Continue Reading

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Hello everyone

Category: Blogging

I just wanted to say hi I guess » Continue Reading

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