it rained again, and i like the rain. yesterday, i started crocheting a sweater vest that i'm never gonna finish, but i've made significant progress on it. my mother yelled at me because my grades are shit, but that bothered me more than knowing that my grades were shit. » Continue Reading
i had a good day. i had a dream it rained really bad and the sky was dark during the day and the lights went out and it was amazing. i wanna die only a little bit, but that's better than most days. don't worry, i'm just saying that to be dark and broody. i am so mysterious. oOoOoOoOoohHh. » Continue Reading
the other basketball manager has decided they aren't going to anymore games, and i think i might explode. i have friday off though, so that'll be nice. » Continue Reading
i started applying for summer jobs and summer precollege programs. today, i really figured out how much shit i've put myself into. i got to school at 7:45 am and left at 7:45 pm which feels like it should definitely be illegal. i feel like i've done a whole week in the span of two days, and at this point a social life is the last of my concerns. i don't have any friends irl, and i don't think i ev... » Continue Reading
i found someone who wants to do weed with me, so that's good. everything else was shit. the costume designers for the musical were confused about my gender identity, and a few kids were making antisemetic jokes during class. » Continue Reading
pretty neutral day. two days until applications open up for the pre-college program at nyu and i really want a scholarship. i read every single policy that they have and have come up with detailed answers for potential application questions. » Continue Reading
good day. it snowed a lot and i love snow because it makes my room pretty at night from the window and the streetlamp. i watched a couple movies and some snl and some barry with my friend. overall went well. » Continue Reading
today was bad. it just was very very bad for a lot of reasons. i don't know how people spill their insides onto the internet for everyone to see but i don't feel like sharing the reasons why it was horrible. -myc » Continue Reading
i mean if you're already my friend and you've already talked to me, then it's fine, but idk i feel uncomfortable talking about mature topics with people younger than me. i don't mind people older than me though :) » Continue Reading
hehe i was not on here for a total of what might have been thirteen days?? the day before i went to the hospital, my parents might have taken them away which is why i don't say twelve. if i have not responded to any of your bulletin comments this is why. just in case you thought i was in for homocidal tendencies, i am here to assure you that i only tried to kill myself, so rest assured you are no... » Continue Reading
i have just learned that gillian anderson on several occasions forgot her line after kissing mads mikkelsen and the only reason why there was never a sex scene between them was because gillian always got distracted. honestly, goals. you go, gillian anderson. body { font-family: Courier New, monospace; background-color: black; } img { filter: sepia(100%) » Continue Reading