i started applying for summer jobs and summer precollege programs. today, i really figured out how much shit i've put myself into. i got to school at 7:45 am and left at 7:45 pm which feels like it should definitely be illegal. i feel like i've done a whole week in the span of two days, and at this point a social life is the last of my concerns. i don't have any friends irl, and i don't think i ev... » Continue Reading
i found someone who wants to do weed with me, so that's good. everything else was shit. the costume designers for the musical were confused about my gender identity, and a few kids were making antisemetic jokes during class. » Continue Reading
pretty neutral day. two days until applications open up for the pre-college program at nyu and i really want a scholarship. i read every single policy that they have and have come up with detailed answers for potential application questions. » Continue Reading
good day. it snowed a lot and i love snow because it makes my room pretty at night from the window and the streetlamp. i watched a couple movies and some snl and some barry with my friend. overall went well. » Continue Reading
today was bad. it just was very very bad for a lot of reasons. i don't know how people spill their insides onto the internet for everyone to see but i don't feel like sharing the reasons why it was horrible. -myc » Continue Reading
i mean if you're already my friend and you've already talked to me, then it's fine, but idk i feel uncomfortable talking about mature topics with people younger than me. i don't mind people older than me though :) » Continue Reading
hehe i was not on here for a total of what might have been thirteen days?? the day before i went to the hospital, my parents might have taken them away which is why i don't say twelve. if i have not responded to any of your bulletin comments this is why. just in case you thought i was in for homocidal tendencies, i am here to assure you that i only tried to kill myself, so rest assured you are no... » Continue Reading
i have just learned that gillian anderson on several occasions forgot her line after kissing mads mikkelsen and the only reason why there was never a sex scene between them was because gillian always got distracted. honestly, goals. you go, gillian anderson. body { font-family: Courier New, monospace; background-color: black; } img { filter: sepia(100%) » Continue Reading
freddie mercury and kurt cobain both liked having cats, they are also both dead. i'll let you contemplate that body { font-family: Courier New, monospace; background-color: black; } img { filter: sepia(100%) hue-rotate(45deg) saturate(5); } body::before { content: " "; display: block; position: fixed; top: 0; left: 0; bottom: 0; right: 0; background: linear-gradient(rgba(18, 16, 16 » Continue Reading
airborne peanut allergies- if you have airborne peanut allergies and you are not otherwise the most charming human alive and so lovable that how could i hate you, i hate you. i hope everyone with airborne peanut allergies is exposed to a peanut on an already crashing airplane but actually dies of anaphylactic shock rather than the plane crash that would kill them anyways. you are inferior to the r... » Continue Reading
i just want everyone knowing that this is not an accurate summary of my music taste because this is actually out of all the music i have listened to and enjoyed from seventh grade onwards. if it helps you to understand why i cannot let you think this is my music taste, just know that i had to skip every broadway musical song out of sheer embarrassment and for everyone's sake. also, none of this is... » Continue Reading