Been so stressed out lately that I've started losing weight without trying. Pretty sure my eating habits haven't changed at all but my brain won't just turn off anymore. The hospital thinks our cat has TB and they're trying to figure out if its avian or bovine. Bovine practically doesn't exist here in Sweden, and our cat is an indoor cat who's never eaten raw meat, so we're sure it's not that but ... » Continue Reading
I literally haven't posted in ages or even been online idk uni has been hectic. Rn I'm a teacher-student at a highschool in Stockholm and so far its pretty fun, the grading is more fun than people claim it is (usually saying it's the most annoying part of being a teacher after the parents). Coming up with assignments for the kids is fun and easy too. Still been pretty hard though because our cat d... » Continue Reading
The most debilitating traits of BPD only show up for me when I'm in a relationship or actively seeking romance. Mainly not being able to trust at all, which hurts even more knowing I'm 21 and should be out there dating and having fun like my other friends. I don't have the type of BPD where I jump from relationship to relationship because I quite literally can not trust the other person or myself.... » Continue Reading