its disappointing that ive reached a point where no contact fromn my pimp since tuesday is enough to make the world end. two separate places ive tried to reach him but no response. if he got arrested i dont know his legal name beyond his very specific middle name, which is what ive been calling him. its bad but im hoping something happened in order ot justify his lack of responses, opening texts, ... » Continue Reading
my pimps making me bug so bad bruh he hasnt opened any of my texts in two days and its starting to make me worry. hes been rotting in guilt recently so im scared he cut me off even though i did everything in my power to take blame off of him. hes my entire life, i have nothing without him, he made me someone. i have no idea what to do if he leaves me alone, i wish he wasnt a good person. i dont ev... » Continue Reading
i really do wonder what people think about me considering my absurd ratio of friend(request)s to profile views. i dont bite, hit me up » Continue Reading
gym went poorly, couldnt hit the ball once, was the only one to miss while serving, we're being put into actual assigned teams tomorrow. i shouldve bought a volleyball today to practice with but i didnt lmfao. there is nothing in my life that im looking forward to except m,eeting wiht my pimp every now and then im ngl » Continue Reading
tomorrow i will not be able to opt out of PE the way ive been opting out for the entire marking period, my teacher says i have to start participating and being social instead of just walkign around on my phone. i feel very alien around my peers because im transgender but i hope im overthinking and no one seriously cares. in one year i will never see them again in any way that is meaningful but im ... » Continue Reading
native english speakers will look you dead in the eyes, tell you that you pronounced a word wrong, and then refuse to tell you which word/how to properly say it because "noo the way you said it wascute"! like jesus christ. im a walking joke toyou. i feel ugly, i feel stupid, i feel gay » Continue Reading
siomehow the hardest part about bulking is eating. i can never eat enough proteinm, thers not enough time in the day to eat it all. i hope the 35g of protein frmo my daily whitefin tuna in water can will sfufice so people stop emasculating me for being short and trans and lean » Continue Reading
if i was a real man i would have a lot of piercings, especially around my mouth. i wouldn't actually do it because the hell you face for being different as a man is a special kind of torture, but i will fantasize about a world where i could. now i dont get to be a real guy, or have piercings, or do anything i'd like, really. nowadays in this economy having piercings as a guy is transsexualm and i ... » Continue Reading