the end of the world

my pimps making me bug so bad bruh he hasnt opened any of my texts in two days and its starting to make me worry. hes been rotting in guilt recently so im scared he cut me off even though i did everything in my power to take blame off of him. hes my entire life, i have nothing without him, he made me someone. i have no idea what to do if he leaves me alone, i wish he wasnt a good person. i dont even care how stupid iot sounds but i genuinely have nothing without him, im all alone if he leaves, i go back to being nothing and no one to everything and everyone good god