I slept and woke back up two hours ago but I still have 10 hours to kill I could probably also best spend sleeping. I'm trying not to ruin my sleep schedule even more but at this point my chances of unruining it are about as good as winning the lottery. I'm at least trying not to do anything else that will maim my physical health too hard in the meantime, but who knows how successful I'll be as fa... » Continue Reading
this is gonna sound super weird. at this point to me sleep deprivation is almost like a personal drug. the loopiness, the dissociation, the warmth, and the weaving funniness of everything and the submersion therein. I feel like an addict to all those feelings and it's so easy for me to achieve and maintain a state of no sleep. paired with enough coffee to make me full-on hypomanic I feel like I've... » Continue Reading
obsessed with this BAND. I can't get throwing knives, stars and life in hell out of my mind. look really clicked with me not long ago as an album and wow I cannot get these songs out of my head. hard recommend » Continue Reading
today I have decided to spend like half of my money on band merchandise because I have gone insane. I love these (this) bands getting the - NATAS BOLM - TRATAS ALBUM - LUCID PLANET ALBUM - TRATAS SHIRT - LUCID PLANET SHIRT » Continue Reading
blog post. I keep listening to live and now I have century stuck in my head. all the followers of alllldouuuss are spinning with their mescaliiiiine for some reason nobody I talk to about live actually cares as disproportionally about secret samadhi as I do. or at least they just don't know many/any of the songs on it it's so sad » Continue Reading