There isn't a world i see my name being spoken of ever again, the feeling of disappearing from the world is one I constantly feel but its not something i have to worry about because it already happened. » Continue Reading
I cant quite feel it yet but the sickness is on its way, a junkies craving gnawing around in my mind. Its like being stuck in your own head when the bad fellow comes out. Those who help you are nothing but an enemy, but what is an enemy. When you cant get your fix your brain is the enemy. Everything spinning away, lights cameras and the flashing. Sitting locked in your cage screaming for hours see... » Continue Reading
It feels like life is constantly rewinding and fast forwarding and all I can do is watch it go around and around. I've spent a lot of money recently helping others and such, I don't have a job currently but I have been looking recently. Seems no one is hiring sadly. But in my spare time I clean up trash around the highways and off shooting roads and such, it brings me a bit of happiness to help ot... » Continue Reading