71 days

It feels like life is constantly rewinding and fast forwarding and all I can do is watch it go around and around. I've spent a lot of money recently helping others and such, I don't have a job currently but I have been looking recently. Seems no one is hiring sadly. But in my spare time I clean up trash around the highways and off shooting roads and such, it brings me a bit of happiness to help others. I get pretty anxious talking to people and stuff so I usually do my trash collecting at night, I don't dislike people or anything, honestly I think people are the only important thing. But I'm not meant for conversating with them. Always been different from my pears in school, not in a special or talented way. Kind of behind really but id say my difficult childhood would be the number one cause. Never let any of that change my perception of people though. If I could help someone even in a small way I could die happy. Maybe one day I can be a firefighter or something and help people even more, but ill take it day to day, someone has to pick up the trash around the world.

(this picture is of a very young opossum, maybe 4 weeks old)

Wasn't a very productive day when it comes to night time activities, caught a small opossum he was pretty scared and played dead on me but I left him with a small piece of apple and let him on his way. Hopefully he makes it to adulthood. Besides that I picked up enough trash to fill up a medium bag. Wish there wasn't any trash at all, not because I don't want to pick it up but because the amount of wild animals that will just eat it then get sick and die. It makes me sad to think about but maybe one day I'll clean the whole earth up and can retire from it all.