There's not exactly a lot I live for in the now. Everything sucks, and often I find myself wishing for the worst just so it can be over already. Sometimes living feels like a cruel joke without a punchline, it's too much and I lack motivation to really do much. There's one thing I am motivated about, though. One reason I'm still going, one reason I haven't given up. I never thought I'd meet someo... » Continue Reading
I've said it time and time again, I've felt it time and time again. Everyone annoys me, no matter what they do, how they talk, walk, act, something gets on my nerves no matter. It's not just strangers or acquaintances, I detest my own friends, my family. Everyone's fake, narcissistic, slow, hypocritical, trying too hard or too little or simply talks in a way that gets me fuming. Repetition annoys... » Continue Reading
I first met my long-distance boyfriend on the 21st of March this year. We had been in a relationship for 3 months at that point, going on 4, and had known eachother for about two months more. As you can tell it had not been long, and there was not much planning in addition, the whole thing was pretty rushed on both sides. I had not told my mother, or anyone in my family for that matter, which inhe... » Continue Reading