Not Anti-Social, Just Angsty

I've said it time and time again, I've felt it time and time again. 

Everyone annoys me, no matter what they do, how they talk, walk, act, something gets on my nerves no matter. It's not just strangers or acquaintances, I detest my own friends, my family. Everyone's fake, narcissistic, slow, hypocritical, trying too hard or too little or simply talks in a way that gets me fuming. Repetition annoys me, stupidity annoys me, people annoy me. I hate the way everybody talks. People who don't talk at all are best. Sound drives me mad. Quirks, tones, humour, habits. It drives me mad.

I'm not anti-social, I wouldn't call myself a loner. Despite my constant rage, I still crave connection. I still laugh and joke and make friends and meet new people and compliment and smile and get along with everyone just fine. Yet I hate people. I hate having to talk to them. I hate needing to talk to them. And I'm fully aware I'm just as the people I hate. I'm honestly a huge bitch and it kind of bothers me more people don't realise.

I say it all boils down to teen angst.