i hate being taking advantage of. i want to be the dominant sometimes because usually im never the one in control things, friendships relationships and working with my peers. im so dissapointed of how i'm not smart or physically active. eventually at some point i just had to accept that. i hate how someone started my bad obsession with corn and i just gave them what they wanted. luckily im not in ... » Continue Reading
im starting to feel tired and drawn out. i know i must continue but i always feel used and no matter where i am there's always problems. i cant tell if its me or if its the person but honestly im just sensitive and expect people to care as much as i care for them because i care so much and put so much effort. i'm honestly tired of this shit. i know i have to stay but i feel terrible. its embarres... » Continue Reading
a bittersweet taste feeling on my chest i can feel it sting on my tongue during these times i wonder about the lavender drying out that tight feeling when my eyes start to water the only thing i need to relieve stress is that burn stinging feeling. its like when you take a deep sigh after your tight breath after relapsing its like you're fine now and that was all you needed to begin with » Continue Reading
im absolutely greatful for the things that keep me happy. it gives me motivation and makes me feel confident and comfortable! sadly, it’s always after feeling happy and better something down happens right away. anyway i love u all and hope to make u feel happy too !! ^_^ » Continue Reading