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a bittersweet taste feeling on my chest

i can feel it sting on my tongue

during these times i wonder about 

the lavender drying out

that tight feeling 

when my eyes start to water

the only thing i need to 

relieve stress is that burn stinging

feeling.

its like when you take a deep sigh

after your tight breath

after relapsing its like you're fine

now and that was all you needed

to begin with