Kathleen

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Dog Bark

Category: Writing and Poetry

Accelerates the playback speed of footage partly damaged by rain water and consequential mold. I'm breaking him down like carbon. I'm stepping barefoot on his soul. I wait for no one but I still feel deep inside me someone, anyone is coming. It's why I can't kiss gently. The fucking urgency of maybe being left untouched for eternity... or twenty whole minutes. » Continue Reading

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Vision Board

Category: Writing and Poetry

I can drink gallons coffee, I'm pregnant somehow and the fetus is predetermined to cure all cancers and environmental set backs accumulated by the earth's youngest living residents. I'm entirely independent, a career lady with a humble background which does not allow for boss bitch to consume her entire identity. Because I make art still after all. Little junk journals, inside are my poetry woes o... » Continue Reading

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A Mother

Category: Writing and Poetry

I could be her mother.  Blue orbs of lightning love promise.  I could be her mother.  » Continue Reading

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Middle Child

Category: Writing and Poetry

Initial introductions claim "middle child energy" Insisting to all of them I still need a mother  and a fresh made dinner when I return home from travels of indecency. If my father was not unalive  he would not find me cute as he did  on VHS tape. Deadpan faces I made into the camera; clueless to what's to come. A man with headgear filming you  feels so quaint now. I'm tired. » Continue Reading

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Right Now

Category: Writing and Poetry

I eat my hands  so they don’t stay idle.  The metallic skin between my lips » Continue Reading

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Sometimes

Category: Writing and Poetry

She surprises me.  I often feel the bottom of her heel   dig mercilessly into my mind.  Never a mutual  grappling  of how to mesh  stark contrast  differences and languages taught  young.  But somehow neither of us  are very fluent in the other’s  native tongue?  I sometimes forget I lived   almost a full year under her heart.  I didn’t ask for it.  But I don’t think she really did either? » Continue Reading

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Girl Caged

Category: Writing and Poetry

I drink and eat without any remorse.  I fuck myself like never before.  It’s still not enough.  Super glue becomes reform calloused.  Making multimedia projects  to pass my multi yearnings and desire.  Spend more hours  trying to Etch A Sketch precisely  lips I can never touch.  Make “Future” lists.  Make daily happenings  built upon the indie short inside my head  that shows the many mundane m » Continue Reading

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Softest

Category: Writing and Poetry

How does he know? How does he know when my insides are the softest? Sunlight casually poisoning my face and » Continue Reading

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Motherfucking Monster

Category: Writing and Poetry

a simple look. I feel it on me like a pair of jeans  transformative even in botched dressing room  » Continue Reading

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Byrne

Category: Writing and Poetry

I wish I wrote and composed the song  This Must Be the Place.  I wish I could float outside myself  and laugh at all this stupid shit.  For a moment,  for a second,  I’d be away from here  and away from all touch entirely.  He kisses me in the shower.  He kisses me inside my brain.  It’s all so dumb I could scream…  David Byrne be my dad!  David Byrne be my boyfriend!  If I wasn’t so se » Continue Reading

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Cope Soup

Category: Writing and Poetry

I don’t really know what to say. I always know what to say.  It’s a weird feeling; waking up  like a confused child having to  » Continue Reading

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Fuck You, January

Category: Writing and Poetry

I always thought cheating made more sense than  actually taking risk and living it.   Put the positive affirmations up on the bathroom  wall… watch them wilt in steam  without ever reading a single phrase. I love you more than you’ll ever allow  inside your heart. You were my first girl  my safe parts. The moment I showed signs of growing  you broke down immediately.  I cried for you almost every ... » Continue Reading

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