Living my life, most of my life I’ve had many health issues. Many surgeries, health complications- you name it. As I’m getting older my conditions worsen, and new conditions arise. I’d give anything to be normal. To wake up everyday feeling good, to end my day feeling anything but tired. The major conditions I’ve faced in my life don’t, and havent made me stronger, they have drained me. Just compl... » Continue Reading
Tonight I got some sad, heartbreaking news. My father who I have’s spoke to in a long time. Periodically we have had a unstable relationship due to my upbringing. My mother too. Well, tonight he told me today that there are 5 nodules in his lungs. They suspect that he might have mesothelioma. He doesn’t know for sure- YET, but will let me know, but for now the doctors are just keeping an eye on t... » Continue Reading
Today was a very stressful day. Yesterday my hopes were high of taking control of my bodily autonomy. Today, they were crushed, by yet again… a fucking man. I called a clinic to get a tubal consult as i mentioned in my last blog, and this morning I was given the most devastating news. I woke up to a MyChart message from the clinic stating that the doctor is refusing to see me due to the fact of my... » Continue Reading
Well, I did it. I found a place that will give me a consult to get my tubes tied. I’m doing the damn thing. I called around to 6 different laces that would schedule me onto their wait lists or who would have the availability to see me sooner than January 2025. Most of the places I called were either booking out too far, or over booked, or I needed a referral. But, then I got lucky. Finally, there ... » Continue Reading
What was a dark couple of days has turned to rage. Amongst Woman, POC, Men, Non-Binary, Queer, Gay, Moms, Dads, Grandmothers, Grandfathers, Sisters, Brothers and Neighbors. But, there is a rage out there, a wave of resentment and fear of losing our sacred self, our bodily autonomy. WOMAN are PISSED. We’re angry, BLACK WOMAN are angry. We all have every right to feel the way we do. This is beyond c... » Continue Reading
The world is still shaken, in tears.. not just our homeland, but the WORLD . We’re being laughed at, cried for, felt sorry for… some, even hold fear for us. I do too. This weight of hate, vile hate thats now busted through the doors of freedom, democracy and human decency have fallen and the evil will run ramped. Thousands will die. Laws will be made, and in those laws- PEOPLE WILL DIE. Having equ... » Continue Reading
It’s the end of hope. The optimism millions of souls had, depleted in hours. Prior to those hours there was nothing but anguish and angst. The talk of purging, and couldn’t bearing the weight of the blanket of anxiety that filled the entire nation. Though, what was comforting in all those hours of anxiety and potential doom, there were strangers from all over. Getting to know each other. Be there... » Continue Reading
Today is the day. A change in history, one for the books. Will we have the first woman president or a potential hazard, a dictator back in the white house to lead our country in the ground? Roe V Wade taken from us, woman left hours bleeding out to die.. denied the healthcare they PAY for to save their lives from an unviable pregnancy. Woman raped by relatives forced to have their children, childr... » Continue Reading
Today my son had a checkup on his arm, he broke his arm a couple weeks ago and the healing process is going great. We’re home now and enjoying the day. My husband is doing some laundry while i spend some time dying my hair and doing my nails, pampering myself for our tomorrows outing to celebrate our 1 year wedding anniversary. Tomorrow we’re going to an Indian restaurant! I’ve never been, and I a... » Continue Reading