I've started my very first nuzlocke today of my childhood pokemon game, crystal and I'm sooo scared cause 1: I am not a competitive player, I'm here for the lore and cool designs 2:I've never attempted one in the first place 3:I follow the wise words of Karen, therefore I will not play using the most "meta" pokemon and instead use my favorites, that either aren't in gen 2 or are fairly weak. All I... » Continue Reading
I've been struggling with my mental health for a while now, chasing every drop of dopamine I could get, from a new haircut to drowning myself with online content to try to ignore the void crawling from inside myself. But a couple of hours ago i had a epiphany, my goal is to create. It doesn't matter if i draw, write, design, curate, imagine, collect, decorate, style, craft, gift, or reuse. All th... » Continue Reading
I havent felt anything for months, I dont feel sad just numb. Nothing makes sense anymore. Im going to get a haircut, maybe all I really need is some change, maybe thats why Im thinking about dying my hair for the first time, maybe thats why I changed the entire layout of my bedroom yesterday. None of the things I used to enjoy bring the same comfort they once did, not going thrifting, not listeni... » Continue Reading
ik that probably no one will end up reading this but i need a place to write every once in a while to establish some routine in my life. Updates will be weekly unless i dont have anything new to write about. Ill use this blog as a place to document my day to day life, vent, art im making, dream journal and pretty much anything else i feel like. Tune in for your daily dose of realistic monotony. se... » Continue Reading