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I've been struggling with my mental health for a while now, chasing every drop of dopamine I could get, from a new haircut to drowning myself with online content to try to ignore the void crawling from inside myself.
But a couple of hours ago i had a epiphany, my goal is to create. It doesn't matter if i draw, write, design, curate, imagine, collect, decorate, style, craft, gift, or reuse. All that maters is that i make something new even if its not very good and i get that mix of enthusiasm, ideas flowing thru my veins and happiness when i start exploring them, extracting every last drop of my essence into my creation, making it almost living. this is what i'm going to do with my time here on earth: to create and to bring joy via my creations.
-see you later, juujuubee :p
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DeerCrocoDog
i went through this recently as well, and eventually i realized that my lack of a sense of self was rooted in the fact that i didnt express myself, me, i, whatever enough. i lacked individuality really, and art gave that sense of control and "me" that i wanted
This is soo real, i felt like i wasnt even a real person before i started exploring my creative side. I guess there really isnt an original experience lol :p
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