Today was nice! I might be going to a convention near me in a few days and I'm so excited! I'm going as Jack Kelly from Newsies (the musical). Now I could go on and on about how much I love Newsies and Jack Kelly, but I don't feel like typing all that. I need more friends who like Newsies. I have no one to talk to about my love for musicals. Anyways. It's me and my boyfriend's one month mark but ... » Continue Reading
Today was so nice! There was an assembly/get together at my school and it was so sweet! It was to celebrate My principal winning principal of the year! Her family was there and everything! It was so cute. My musical theater classes have been really nice! I'm trying to get more confident when singing in front of others, but my class is really sweet and non-judgmental, and it feels like such a safe... » Continue Reading
HIIIIIIII!!!! Today was so fun! I went to the mall, and I got some cute stuff! I got a pink and black jacket, a lip gloss, and Skelanimal knee high socks!! I made a few new pieces of kandi! I finally called my friend who I've been meaning to talk to for a while! I made a lot of tiktoks because I felt so cute! I'm not sure if I'll post them though. It's getting cold so I need to find some scene out... » Continue Reading
I got done looking through my name on The Unsent Project and I think one of the entries was from the boy I used to be in a situationship with. It said "I regret not asking you out. Seeing your story with ur boyfriend hurts." (i posted a photo of me and my bf holding hands on my snapchat story). I'm not sure if he still reads these blogs (if you do, hey.) I have so much to say to him. I wasn't very... » Continue Reading
I haven't been active lately, sorry about that. I've been working on myself a lot more! I started meditation and reading a lot more! Right now I'm reading Boyfriend Material (Im not sure who wrote it at the moment). I've made more friends! I started journaling a lot more. Ive been feeling shitty mentally though. I might start therapy again soon. I'll have to make an appointment. I dyed my hair pur... » Continue Reading
I haven't been feeling the best these past few days. I've kind of just...given up. I'm only just getting by. I'm not going to get into it. I kind of ghosted the guy I was in a situationship with (he might see this so if you're reading this, wsp snap man), and I feel a little bad for ghosting him instead of talking to him and telling him how I feel. I feel like I kind of lead him on. I can't keep d... » Continue Reading
AHHH I STARTED DRESSING SCENE TODAY AND I LOOK SO CUTE!! IM IN LOVE!!!! I'm going to the mall on Saturday so I can get more stuff!!!! i made a lot of kandi and I found a few shirts from years ago that fit me perfectly! I'm gonna start selling my old clothes on Depop. If you're interested, my username is crack3rphobic. I'll put the link on my profile. » Continue Reading
So uhhh I dyed my hair today! It's a purplish magenta! I really like it! At first, I hated it, but I think I just needed to get used to it! I have a musical theater class soon and I'm really scared. What if no one likes me? What if everyone loves me and I make new friends! What if I see someone I don't like. What if a normal amount of people like me and only a handful don't? Honestly, I couldn't c... » Continue Reading
I've kind of given up on blogging since I never have anything going on. Here is a little update! I registered for a musical theater class! I start on Monday! Honestly, I thought it was a 1 on 1 type deal but it's not. I was kind of disappointed because of that. I'm really insecure of my singing voice because I listened to a recording a few days ago and I didn't like it. At least I can get into ch... » Continue Reading
Today was pretty fun!!! I hung out with my sister and her friend! We went to the flea market, and I got a few bracelets and crystals. After that we went to a mall! We found a few more of my sister's friends! One of them ended up getting her some bracelets and they got me a teddy bear! We lied and said it was my 10th birthday. Next, we went to Barns and Noble. I didn't get anything though. I named ... » Continue Reading
Today was pretty nice! I went out with my sister again! We got sushi and went to one of her appointments. We went home after that because she accidentally scratched my mom's car. We were supposed to go to hobby lobby because I want to try diamond painting, but she said she'll take me tomorrow. I talked to my friend today! He calls me pretty often, but I don't mind! He asked if I like talking to hi... » Continue Reading
I'm so excited to join musical theater! I love music. This might sound cliché, but music is such a huge part of me and my life. I struggle with describing my feelings but some of the songs I listen to describe them perfectly. Which is kind of morbid tbh. I am so passionate about music. I would love to get a job in the preforming arts field. This might sound cliche, but music is such a huge part ... » Continue Reading