8/31/22 Slight vent

I haven't been feeling the best these past few days. I've kind of just...given up. I'm only just getting by. I'm not going to get into it. I kind of ghosted the guy I was in a situationship with (he might see this so if you're reading this, wsp snap man), and I feel a little bad for ghosting him instead of talking to him and telling him how I feel. I feel like I kind of lead him on. I can't keep doing this. I can't keep committing to one-sided relationships. I think I'm losing it. I've been journaling less. I don't like that. I don't really have the motivation to do that and many other things. Maybe instead of talking about this to random people I never met I should get help. I don't know.