ok so my best friend and I were roleplaying in his room like we usually do right, then they started making out with me and so like ok cool we're in chrc this is all fine and dandy. then. then we continued to make out even out of chrc and I'm like damn ok wtf. like i have a feeling they like me but they aren't allowed to date afab people bc his mom said so, like wtf am I supposed to do?? I'm so con... » Continue Reading
wow it feels like I haven't blogged in forever! life update time! I'm officially single because I found out I'm gay! yep that's right I'm a homo! I also have a lot more friends now! it's great! I even got to go to a sci-fi convention and cosplay! I brought my best friend with me! I'm gonna try and blog a lot more now as well! » Continue Reading
do you ever feel like you're at a point in your life where you're unhappy with everything and you can't get better? yeah that's me right now. call me a pessimist but I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. the only things keeping me going are skincare and my fucking crush. as hard as it is, hearing someone tell me that they're proud of me is worth living for. even if I don't see a reason t... » Continue Reading