shits hard

do you ever feel like you're at a point in your life where you're unhappy with everything and you can't get better? yeah that's me right now. call me a pessimist but I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. the only things keeping me going are skincare and my fucking crush. as hard as it is, hearing someone tell me that they're proud of me is worth living for. even if I don't see a reason to live most of the time. my life is so shit rn but I'm gonna keep going, maybe it'll get better. I hope it will.