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god grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change courage to change the things i can and wisdom to know the difference this lonely feeling will carry on with me through the rest of my life i’m warm i wish i had the strength to take this hoodie off » Continue Reading
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how did i never notice that number??? your superstition has me buried six feet under stupid fucking boy with his stupid midwest emo cds i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you » Continue Reading
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everytime your band has one more listener on spotify i know you’re talking to another girl like the smoke in my lungs from the cigarette i keep between my fingers i’ll keep other boys around just like boys keep other girls around what if i never knew you maybe i should key bump you out of my mind i think you could’ve fixed me and i don’t give a fuck if that’s shallow yes i can be fixed by a boy l... » Continue Reading
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its so cold and my day started at 7am it was still dark and it got dark again at 6pm thats less than 12 hours of sun and it wasn't even shining i usually love the gloomy weather but i smoke too many cigarettes and my parents are sick my mom is sick, like actually sick im worried we argue but i can't imagine my life without her it hurts so awful to see her down i just want her to be okay, even if i... » Continue Reading
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i am so glad i write i write to keep myself grounded, alive to remember the girl i was so i can remember the feeling so its not lost upon a memory i can barely grasp some part of me lost itself when i cut my hair hair holds memory and it cut off the best ones but i still have these blogs that i write with every inch of my soul so i can remember what it felt like » Continue Reading
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if you count 100 heartbeats you’ll have enough time to draw the line but if you loved me you’d have less time the blood running through my veins into the cardiovascular is enough to be a black hole it’ll do the opposite of spit objects absorbed like a girl who lives for nicotine going 120 miles with 120 heartbeats who knew hopeless places existed and why did you make your residency there if only... » Continue Reading
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i think of destin how cold and dark the water was how white the sand but frigid in air what is love if not a body of cold water and a wish that will never be fulfilled if you feel yourself falling asleep on a stranger is that any different from taking a piece off you can’t catch love you can only find love you can find it in destin you can find it in the bottom of a freezing pool lost under the sh... » Continue Reading
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this is the year i turn 19 and as most logical people know, 19 is the last year that ends with "teen' and logically it doesn't matter if im 19 or 20 or 21 either way, the older i'll get the more memories i will make but wow, my last year being a teenager i will always be at the party and ill always be going to that show and ill always listen to albums in their entirety and i will always be a bitch... » Continue Reading
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we ended it after the blink show so it’s like i have a trauma bond with them » Continue Reading
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i really was willing to be with you and even worse, i wanted to i’ve never wanted to be with anyone that bad but it’s not you you just look like someone i love deeply all about your looks and i got bits of your soft loving personality and created a whole person out of it i’ve never wanted a relationship ever, a boyfriend sounded weird and i wanted to be by myself i was terrified of not being al... » Continue Reading
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boys are warm i dont know why ive always thought that it's like when you get in a really hot shower the steam is so nice and comforting, especially if its cold outside when my hands were cold youd always find a way to keep them warm youd put your warm hands around mine then laugh at how small mine were compared to yours or youd turn off your cars ac so i could be toasty but i like the cold i like ... » Continue Reading
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i know the universe is always brewing something for me because of the way i met my best friend i met her because of my co workers band and she was only in orlando because of the college program, everything lined up so well and the exact second i went up to her it all clicked in place i didn’t know she was gonna mean so much in my life, my whole life i had wanted a best friend so bad but i never ha... » Continue Reading
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