only gerard way can fill my god sized hole

i really was willing to be with you

and even worse, i wanted to 

i’ve never wanted to be with anyone that bad but it’s not you 

you just look like someone i love deeply 

all about your looks and i got bits of your soft loving personality and created a whole person out of it

i’ve never wanted a relationship ever, a boyfriend sounded weird and i wanted to be by myself

i was terrified of not being alone

i guess that’s the only child syndrome 

but now that i’m older and i have my shit figured out

maybe one wouldn’t be so bad

but i only really wanted you