2025

this is the year i turn 19

and as most logical people know, 19 is the last year that ends with "teen'

and logically it doesn't matter if im 19 or 20 or 21

either way, the older i'll get the more memories i will make

but wow, my last year being a teenager

i will always be at the party and ill always be going to that show and ill always listen to albums in their entirety and i will always be a bitch but also a sweeheart and i will never be a wuss little bitch who goes to bed at 7pm and posts on tiktok how shes in her "healing era"

i will never be healed, my wounds will always keep bleeding 

i will always feel the pain of them being cut open 

and then the satisfaction of them being scabbed and scarred over 

and then cut open again