"On an endless endeavour to heal"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I’ve ended it but it doesn’t feel like it’s over. Something is missing. I wish he would come back and tell me I’m not a lost cause, tell me we can fix it. I want him to tell » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm clawing at Love to fucking feed me. Love is bleeding to death and I'm starving. Is this cannibalism? (I'll be sick but at least I'll be full) » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
You kissed my stomach, my left leg, and my neck. Your eyes are half-lidded and you're asking me if I want it hard or slow. More , I want more than this. But my mind is hazy, swelling from the heat and marijuana, and I'm still the anxiety-ridden girl you knew when we first met. So, instead of splitting my chest open and spilling the wants and needs engraved onto my heart, I say both and shut my eye... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I want people to be intimidated by me, to be scared and shy around me. This isn't a kink or power thing, I'm just tired of being the scar » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
The first person I wanted to be was a girl from element » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I wish I knew how to stop things before they get worse. I wish I didn't search for you and see how fucking stupid, wrong, and shattered y » Continue Reading
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Do you not feel bad after sex? I mean, I'm a lot younger than you and you're just using me for sex. How do you not feel the emptiness aft » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
You've got 'chin up' tattooed on your wrist. I noticed when you were pressed up behind me, hands on either side of my head. You finis » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Sometimes I feel like a monster. My gut feels it and tries to vomit my nightmares up at night, but it stays it stays it stays please god make me a stray, I don't want a home anymore. I'm such a pretentious, entitled girl. People would like me better a man, because men are born entitled and forgiven. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I can kiss you if you ask, on your neck, on your cheek, nose, lips, eyelids, hand, tell me and I will. I have a fear of being wrong, so please show me everything right, show me how to be right for you. I'm desperate to be called good again, to be caressed, touched, and tired. I see what's wrong when you pin my hands to the bed and your face reminds me that I am disgusting to want love from a man l... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Eat me like the rest. You've only been taught to consume and devour girls like me, I thought I ccould be the centre piece at your dinning room table without being eaten. I thought I was pretty. But to you, girls are cake. You can't have us without eating us, no one wants a cake they can't eat. So eat me whole, I can't live without the part of myself you've bitten and chewed and swallowed. I'll be ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
You're not my soulmate but I like when you kiss me as hard as you do. Suffoate me despite this lost connecction because it's not pointless, ir it is but nothing matter and I'm high. » Continue Reading
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