If they all could see me in this moment, they wouldn't be happy. "Why did you go through with it?" "Why didn't you come see me?" "Why did it take you so long to find me?" "Why didn't you do more?" They watch over me like an almighty council of angels, those you should fear and you end up facing at the end of it all. When the skies open up for me and I am faced with meeting them again, they will sh... » Continue Reading
I am a monster. It doesn't matter what anyone says, how people will try to make it seem better and console me; that doesn't undo the damage I've done. "But you didn't deserve it, you were forced to. It wasn't you" I still did it. And I was shunned, I was sent away, I ruined that Christmas and no matter how many jokes you make about it or try to make it seem like it wasn't my fault, I still did it.... » Continue Reading
Dear Dreamgirl, Sunshine and the other names I had made up for you so long ago, I found your letters today, and feeling the weight of them in my hands, I felt I'm finally being able to process this and let it go. So as a send-off, I'm writing you one last letter. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad we're friends now and it's been smoothed over, but I don't think I could just forget about what we had afte... » Continue Reading