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݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆𓏲ּ𝄢 FINALE?/part five of love web seriesˎˊ˗

part one of love web: https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1942753

part two of love web:https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1964184

part three of love web:https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1975256

part four of love web:https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2006887

entry about Oscar and his actions: https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1917308

°˖✧◝yoo hoo!!! tw disclaimer incoming!◜✧˖°

this blog entry includes some mature topics! such things include the following:

♡ me being very judgmental

♡ swear words

♡ perverted men

♡ ext!

♡ this is a lore addition for a blog series made in September/October 2025! I'd recommend you go read all five individual parts, and read about Oscar before you read this so you can understand everything in this entry better! links are right above ^_^

Curent status: strangely... idk — 8/10

hey peeps! how was your day? I hope u enjoy the finale of this series. I'll be starting a new series instead.

here's the reason for finishing it:

1: all of this is outdated to my thoughts now. its innacurate to who I am

2: things are getting repetitive

3: people found it

so yeah. my next series? hm... thats the thing, idk :( it'll probably just be about a day in the life I guess. Ohh! a Ramadan or Tomodachi life blog perhaps!

anyway! you came here for ROMANCE! for GOSSIP! for... UH YEAH PRETTY MUCH. so, lets begin!

so, Oscar has been leaving me alone lately, so, good riddance for that! all he's doing is looking at me weirdly though, ive even caught him looking at my Puh and my thighs, even my b00bs so I reported him for that. Nothing much though, so, let's just show you the updated love web chart!

so, lets just talk about H... I feel as if he hates me, but still can't get over me in his inner consciousness. I hope he decides to hate me so we can get this all over with. ivermectin really hope he leaves me alone! agh! but at least this phase is muuuuch better than the former "I can fix her to like me" phase. what was it like you ask? let me tell you!

ah yes.. they guy who followed me around at parties, made weird jokes about me, thinks im "playing hard to get" when Im just not interested, has yelled at me, has called me sexist, a b1tch, ugly, a ped0ph1le for BABYSITTING, ext, and wont leave me alone. not to mention, he has really yellow teeth. ick! no offence, but time to start brushing brother! your smile looks like a corn cob!

I keep trying to hint that I wasn't interested to H. but sadly, he is the most DELUSIONAL person in the world, so he just convinces himself I like him, but dont want to talk. its very annoying.

when he gossips about me, he says things like; "omg she's so crazy-zy!" or "she's so unrealistic" like NO BITCH you just aren't as whimsical as I am. the only thing thats cray is how crazy beautiful and hawt and dolly and cute I am and the only thing thats unrealistic are your dreams of me actually giving a shit about you and liking you back wtf

the SECOND you show a man ur not interested he either keeps going and makes ur life hell, convinces himself ur playing hard to get (which doesn't exist btw), or sexually flirts with you. WHY? males of spacehey please answer my question I am baffled

I really, REALLY wish I had a bf. maybe then he'd see im taken and leave me alone?...

OH!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALMOST FORGOT!!!!!!!!! HES A TOTAL PLAYBOY!!!!!!

lets rewind a bit. my gal AL used to have a major crush on the guy last school year. In January 2024, she asked him out.

now, H had the right to reject her if he didn't like her! but instead of rejecting her normally, he bullied her and harassed her. Even today, she has a loving boyfriend, and their relationship is adorable, but he still makes fun of her and gossips about her, as if she's still obsessed with him, and talked about her as if she still loves him cra-zy.

I really felt the need to tell her about what he was doing, so I did. She said that she would talk to him. Whatever happens, I hope it goes well.

but whatever. in conclusion, this guys insane! worst of all?: he's manipulated himself to think that I like him back, when I DONT.

he went from trying to appeal to me, to trying to flirt with me, to trying to get me to like him back. and now? he hates me! just for showing one more time, that id appreciate it if he left me alone!

lets wind back even MORE to the winter sweethearts dance. funny thing is, I stirred drama without even being in a place

so, let me clarify; I HAD NO PLANS FOR THIS DANCE. I didn't even have a dress suitable to the Hollywood theme. and with the bucketload of homework I had, obviously I didn't go.

I heard from my friends that H was one of the only few boys in a tux (and sunglasses for some reason? who started that ridiculous school trend?) and just stood around the same place for HOURS, not to mention, he followed my friends around everywhere, just like fall festival.

if you dont follow this series, go back and read uuuuh.... he STALKED me at fall festival. he went around for hours asking everyone where I was, and when he found me, he followed me everywhere, even after the party ended. LUCKILY I found my mom (I can't go to parties without my mom... I just feel safer that way DONT MAKE FUN OF ME!) and we went home!

after the dance, I went to math the following morning. O and H kept STARING at me like CRAZY with gloom and dread and despair. were they waiting for me??

if so, that is the most RIDICULOUS THING EVER.

lets do some math!

if you dont have the balls to ask me out, that equals me not being your date, which equals me not dancing with you, which when we add that to the fact that I DID NOT go to the dance and DID NOT make plans with ANYONE, that means that I DIDN'T STAND ANYONE UP!!!!

BOOM!!!!!!!!!!

but if he asked me out anyway I would have said no anyway, so no chance = losing game = zero percent chance of being with me in the first place.

remember in the start of this series, where I said I had a belief in soulmates? not anymore.

I always feel like men only like or consider me for my looks. they get grossed out when I nerd out or dress alt. why? am I a doll? meant to sit on a shelf and look pretty? is that how you see me?

in fact, I feel like if the concept of soulmates doesn't exist, I might me lonely forever.

but then I'd become a cat lady. that would be nice.

I just hope I'll get someone to love. not now, but maybe in my adult life? someone who likes me for who I am and not my body or face. someone who would nerd out with me. someone who would have good values and a kind heart.

someone who doesn't lust. please.

this series used to be about jokes. gossip. cute crushes. now its just me venting about how tired I am of boys hitting on me and girls telling me who "did this" or "who kissed them"

SHUT UP. I dont care. why can't I just enjoy school without people invading each others privacy? they even invaded mine!

I TIRED!!!! WERE KIDS!!!!! CANT WE JUST GRADUATE AND GET THE HELL OUT????? I ENJOY LEARNING, NOT INVADING OTHER PEOPLES PRIVACY!!!!!! AUGH!!!!

im just very, very tired. and im worried for my upcoming test. lucky for me, we have a long holiday break so I wont be in school after wednsday :)

OK, so... let me tell a unsolved mystery involving me

so, I was chilling in computer science, doing sum lame assignment, when a guy from student council walks in, excuses himself, and says that we are getting our candy grams that were sent to us given today!

what is a candy gram you ask? in basically all lame North American schools, there's a valentines mini event where you buy candy for a special someone or a friend who means a lot to you! me and my friend K bought some for me, and I had bought one for her, so I was pretty interested in when my name would come up

" alright! this one says... from K *grade number and letter*, to Pepper *grade number and letter* "

I go ups and get my candy gram. it's a cola flavoured candy ring. yum!

I keep on working, after a while, my name gets called again

" and this one is from K *grade number and letter*, to Pepper *grade number and letter* again!"

I go up and get another candy gram. dude she buy me two? probably just a gag, or a trick. Whatever, more sweets for me!

I keep on working. and my name is called up. AGAIN.

" to Pepper *grade number and letter*... from Latifa *Grade number and letter*!"

everyone is weirded out. the teacher says: "wow pip! your famous!" I just grab my THIRD candy gram and stare at it puzzled

WHO THE HELL IS LATIFA?? I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF THAT NAME OR MET ANYONE WITH IT IN THIS ENTIRE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!! IS IT A FAKE NAME?????????? now people think I have some kinda secret admirer, but I dont think so. I GEN CANT MAKE THIS CRAP UP!!!!!!! THERES LIKE 3 CANDY RINGS IN MY PUSHEEN BACKPACK RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yeah, school romance has been getting very irritating lately, so whenever I do want to get involved, I just participate in GALentines. but there are people with secret admirers at my school! take, for example, AL!

let me introduce AL, incase u dont know her... she's a hijabi sirlanki (I thinkkk?) girl who's taken by her bf and like music, reading, and... uh... more reading!

She's recently opened her locker and found a box of chocolates and flowers and everything! JUST LIKE IN THE MOVIES!!! but she doesn't want to reject whoever sent it because... the way H rejected her in midleshool was a bit harsh on her!

me and L2 have tried to explain to her before that H bullied her and harassed her after asking her out, and that that wasn't normal. he had the right to not like her back, but not to MOCK her! now she thinks that all rejections make people feel like that, when thats really not the case!!

so, she has to pick: say yes to "not hurt" the person who might be asking her out, and cheat on her boyfriend who she actually loves very much? OR say no, preserve her healthy and loving relationship with her boyfriend, but feel like an awful person when she really isn't afterwards? I'd go for the second option!

so, we decided to check MY locker after class because it was last period. lucky enough for me, nothing. just textbooks, comics, an art set, and the lingering smell of vinegar thats been there since the start of the year. why the hell does it smell like that? anyway.

this donut div is making me hungry. did you guys know I dont write these blogs in one day? its Thursday morning on a long school weekend right now, i'm really hungry. i'm also home alone, but too lazy to cook. how unfair is that? :(

ok, so I dont know why there's SO MANY DISTRACTIONS when were only a few days from Ramadan. so, im just gonna focus on that!

but still, I just dont feel comfortable with all this. Now that I've matured, I realize that no matter your slim or thick, taken or single, straight or gay, men will still find a way to obsess over you, even when you CLEARLY show that you dont want them to!

a no, is a no. not a convince me.

im honestly scared to get a partner when im older, because what if their just like they boys ive met? every guy ive given a chance to to be my acquaintance has always showed me in one way or another that their a jerk or a pervert. When I tell my mom about this, she tells me that I'll find a proper guy someday, but I think I've already seen enough shenanigans.

so yeah. i'm going to end this off with three things

1: how do you turn off a guy completely and permanently?

2: how do you properly show your not interested?

3: if this felt rushed, thats because half of my work got deleted. *cries*