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What if the fact that he blocked me was karma?

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KARMA'S A BITCH! 🤟😈☠️ Ok no But seriously, maybe it is, I mean, I remember I ghosted some people when I was like 14, maybe it's my punishment Btw I hope his crush blocks him and breaks his heart :) » Continue Reading

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I hate myself

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I hate my body I hate my face I hate my voice I hate my personality I hate how I act I hate my feelings I hate my mind I hate my heart I hate everything about me » Continue Reading

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My mom started yelling at me

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Context: Yesterday my dad almost let my bird escape, so I was angry and I told my mom what he did just for vent. Today, when I had just woke up, my mom started yelling at my dad because of what happened, and my dad said "I don't care if it's her bird, she can't order me" And now my mom is mad at me because I didn't say anything WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY!? YOU KNOW I DON'T TALK TO MY DAD! YOU KNOW... » Continue Reading

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I finally blocked him

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Context for those who don't know:  I had an online friend, we talked every days for almost a year, and he blocked me without giving me any explanations. I loved him, so much, and he left me at my worst moment (I was seriously considering killing myself). For some reason, even though he blocked me I could read his blogs, and I was obsessed, checking his blog every day. Finally, today I blocked him,... » Continue Reading

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Plan ruined

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My mom and me were gonna go to my aunt's house to dinner with her, my uncle, my two older cousins and their partners. First, my cousin (the boy) suddenly said he was gonna go to his girlfriend's house, and that pissed me off because almost every time I go he's at her house. But well, I'm used to it so I thought "Ok, it can still be fun" BUT THEN, my other cousin (the girl) said she was gonna go wi... » Continue Reading

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Top 8 best indie horror rpg games

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8. Forest Of Drizzling Rain  7. Corpse party  6. Mogueko castel  5. Misao  4. The witch´s house  3. Yume Nikki  2. Mad Father  » Continue Reading

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"Why are you so sad when you have to go to the doctor? I'ts not that bad"

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Bitch, since I was 5 years old I've been going to the doctor every fucking month of the year, waiting for answers about wtf is going on with my fucking body, doing analytics all the year long, and holding stupid people with their stupid questions. I have three fucking doctors, monitoring me, sending me pills, pills that I have to take FOREVER. Do you know how many funny moments I've lost because I... » Continue Reading

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Did he think of me on his Spanish trip?

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Did he remember when I was teaching him some words? Did you remember when we talked about the different networks in our countries? Did he remember when we were planning to meet in person? ... Do he remember me? » Continue Reading

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I read the note I wrote when I was thinking of kms

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And I even wrote him a farewell, fuck, he left me knowing that I wanted to kms » Continue Reading

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What? Why is he online?

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Wtf, I can't help but wonder what he's doing, maybe he found a better spacehey friend, infinitely better than me...I still miss him » Continue Reading

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WHY ARE THINGS GOING SO WELL FOR HIM?

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WHY? WHY EVEN HE HURTED ME? WHY IS HE HAPPY? WHY I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO IS SUFFERING? WHY DO I STILL SUFFER? WHY HE DOESN'T THINK ABOUT ME? I WAS NOTHING FOR HIM? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?... » Continue Reading

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