Vesper Vile

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"all the signs said stop but we went on wholehearted"

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lady's fest !!!

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going to see team nonexistent play later today with my boyfriend :3 super excited they're a great band!!! will post outfit pics before we leave  » Continue Reading

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the long kiss goodnight

Category: Writing and Poetry

you pull me close, but hold on too tight i play dead as your body blocks the light your lips taste of chloroform instead of glycerin tonight and i lose myself to the long kiss goodnight you put me in a place that warps my sight you put me in a position that drowns the fight i yield to you, all bark no bite and i lose myself to th » Continue Reading

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why are there so many haterz on here

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i see people hating on christians an odd amount on here? which like . yeah typical for atheist teens and sometimes warranted (when people are using their religion to spread hate) but if people aren't hurting you or trying to coerce you into converting why are you hating . saw someone complaining about gay christians ??? why do you care so much it has no effect on you whatsoever . religion is a per... » Continue Reading

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fiction is not a crime: misuse of the word "CSAM"

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lately, i've noticed people blurring the line between fiction media and real harm. specifically, calling fictional work CSAM. i want to be clear: i am a victim of CSAM/CSEM. i know firsthand what it means when an actual child is exploited, recorded, and commodified. the impact of that is lifelong and shapes how i move through the world. that's why it frustrates me so much when the term "CSAM" is t... » Continue Reading

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off the valium

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i've been up for like 3 days so i took valium to hopefully help me sleep. processing repressed memories is not for the weak  » Continue Reading

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snuff films

Category: Writing and Poetry

bile in my mouth as you sit me on your bed while you pick a vhs tape out i wish the teeth of my zipper would come alive and gnash together so i wouldn't have to wake up to the feeling of your fingers still inside the tapes you showed me have taken up an odd capacity of my mind and i'm afraid i've become you, in the sense we now both take sick fascination in watching people die » Continue Reading

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why are white people so weird

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why do they do absolutely everything to skirt around the fact they might be a little racist? especially the ones that believe "transrace" is valid » Continue Reading

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new hair ^___^

Category: Blogging

i bleached my hair a couple weeks ago but havent posted pics yet :P i miss my emo hair SO bad it's not teased in the pics but i'll start styling it more scene and mayhaps do a photoshoot ... » Continue Reading

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health issues + schedule changes

Category: Blogging

my hip is out of place and doctors haven't been helping :(( dad has been stressed too but he does such a good job taking care of me!! he's been tired cuz he's back in school now so he has to wake up early but he does what he can to help with my pain . i'm so bored and sad when he's at school i just want to lay in bed with him all day !!! i don't know what to do with myself without him i just sleep... » Continue Reading

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porn addictions aren't real

Category: Blogging

porn addiction, in the strict medical sense, isn't real. and confusing it with actual substance addictions makes it harder for people to get the right kind of support. for most of the 20th century, addiction meant chemical dependence. alcohol, nicotine, opioids, etc. create physica » Continue Reading

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hymn

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my favorite hymn is the screeching of the train » Continue Reading

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