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Vesper Vile
"all the signs said stop but we went on wholehearted"
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you're not emo, you're online
Category: Blogging
starting to think half of y'all don't even like music. you like the aesthetic. the look. the "vibe". some of you need to stand in a dingy-ass venue for 3 hours, get elbowed in the ribs, and almost lose your shoe in a pit before you say you're punk/emo/scene again. half of y'all are too young to get in anyway. watching tiktoks and shopping at hot topic isn't a subculture. posting blurry selfies wit... » Continue Reading
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i want a mom
Category: Blogging
not a maternal figure ... a 30-something-year-old woman that calls me nice names and gets weirdly territorial. she makes me soup and gaslights me a little. then i fold her laundry wrong on purpose and she sends me back to dad's house » Continue Reading
i hate being 18
Category: Blogging
being 18 sucks all the swingers and cougars try to get you!!!!! » Continue Reading
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mall haul!!
Category: Blogging
went to the mall with dad :3 i got studded low-top converse from journeys, "i » Continue Reading
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my dad treats me better than any boy ever has
Category: Blogging
he helped me cut, bleach, tone, and dye my hair these past few days!! i get overwhelmed with sectioning, mixing, gloves and timing stuff, but it was easy with his help. he even rinsed it out for me and made sure we didn't burn my skin or fry my hair. we went thrifting today and i got a new shirt and DVD/CD player. dad's at work now but tomorrow we're going to the mall together so i can get new sho... » Continue Reading
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empaths: the other kind of narcissist
Category: Blogging
i say this as someone diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder: self-proclaimed "empaths" are some of the most narcissistic people i've ever met. they want to be seen as sensitive, selfless, emotionally intelligent---without ever doing the work to actually be those things. they don't just want to help you! they want to save you! they want to be the reason you're okay again. and when you ... » Continue Reading
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yesterday + today's plans
Category: Blogging
yesterday was weird and stressful. my sperm donor met Dad for the first time. i thought it'd be more awkward or tense but it went surprisingly well. i mostly sat quietly and let the adults talk. yesterday would've been a really good day if not for an unrelated situation that's had us kinda freaked out. i got a new bong and money though so i'm lowkey balling ... today is slower. we cut my hair, dad... » Continue Reading
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thrift + dollar general haul
Category: Blogging
went to dollar general w dad!! i got blue powerade and a my little pony coloring book. now dad can use my pokémon one when i want him to color with me :3 he also got me beanie babies, a 101 dalmatians watch, and a tiara from thrift store recently ... » Continue Reading
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myspace survey
Category: Blogging
name:: vesper nickname:: vesp, vee, dev how old are you:: 18 zodiac sign:: capricorn current location:: florida eye color:: brown hai » Continue Reading
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bf treats me like a doll ^___^
Category: Blogging
dad brushes my hair for me and sometimes my teeth too. he picks out my outfits when i can't decide. he cooks for me and plates it all pretty. he watches hello kitty, sam & max, and my little pony with me, even if he's tired. he buys me stuffed animals when he gets paid. i think if he wasn't around i'd just stop functioning. but he is around so i don't have to worry about that. i love my dad. he ta... » Continue Reading
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introducing my dad to ... dad
Category: Blogging
my bio father, daniel, is visiting this week, which means he's finally going to meet dad. they haven't met before, it should be fine though. dad's good with people when he wants to be, and daniel has chilled out a lot. they're very different kinds of Dad. one raised me poorly, the other is re-parenting me right. i think it'll be interesting to see them in the same room. daniel will only be here fo... » Continue Reading