Why do you always push my buttons till I cry? Why do you say I'm gonna miss you when you die? Of course, I'll never understand the life you lived and don't pretend you know how I lived mine It gets pretty lonely trying to heal myself always riding around the carousel I always try to change when there's nothing to spare don't try to reach me if you dare. las cicatrices nunca van a desvanerse po... » Continue Reading
At this point I am just talking to myself as if this is my diary. Let's catch up on what the fucks been going on! I feel validated that my siblings are on the same boat as me. We all need to change the cycle and where the fuck do we even start?? It is so exhausting trying to find a job, selling myself has never been strongest attribute. How am I going to get anywhere without it though?? Just stay ... » Continue Reading
Damn what hasn't been happening lately. I'll start with the latest from this fucked up world we live in. It has been hitting very close to home which really brought to perspective that even if it is not happening to you, you should really fucking care! cuz sooner or later it will get you. ICE is attacking all the Mexican immigrants from LA. It's so bad i want to cry!!!! I am a daughter of Mexican ... » Continue Reading
Remove this tattoo from my brain I think I'm gonna go insane I gotta make a getaway from my heart (my heart) I'm always stuck in second place even when I keep the pace (even when I lead the race) No one wants me someone take me I could just waste my time and cry watch the hours passing by I gotta make a getaway from my heart ( my heart) What do you want me to say? stop pretending its okay W... » Continue Reading
Valentines is closely approaching and for all my life I have never ever had a Valentines! Oooo that's a good song idea. I am still going strong with my song writing and poetry. I feel this is the perfect platform to share it on since I don't know anyone on here but don't be a stranger send me a dm I am very lonely obvi. Also, shoutout to Kali Uchis!! The 10 year anniversary of her first EP Por Vid... » Continue Reading
Another 4 years of WTF!! Last time Trump was president I was sorta in a relationship. I say sorta cuz we never showed affection with each other or even smushed, WTF do you even call that?? I always feel like I am meant to be single and I hate most men more than ever rn. WHo knows tho I want to have a lil fun at least once in my life? like dont we all deserve that. UHG thanks for coming to my perso... » Continue Reading
First summer without school in a long time, I can almost see the finish line to graduation. I celebrated the end of the semester going to see Flo Milli and Gunna. It was a lot of fun, the crowd the amazing. I did meet a very attractive guy and of course he had a girlfriend ( BREAK UP WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND I'M BORED!!!!!) This Summer is looking up. If you are reading this share one of your favorite ... » Continue Reading
If your're reading this yall OG af, I dont know anyone irl who uses this website but i love the nostalgia it brings and will continue to post my poems and music stuff Peace & Love NINI » Continue Reading
Mason Margiela all over me Going up on a Tuesday, I'm in a dream Not sure what will come next I flow with the stream Miss Nasty on stage feeling my energy shake your hips to the beat moshing till your head bleeds take control of the zone everyone is a clone sweet endings are here I can see crystal clear our paths will cross again you will know my name for sure » Continue Reading
I am a rare black rose in a feild full of dandelions When the darkness of my soul and the light from the sun collide in the sky Everything seems alright Everything comes together like a mixture of colors Nothing will ever be the same again, a new beginning, a new end Brave like the mountain Lion Flow with the tides Sweet like honey Untill the next time we meet again my friend A single black... » Continue Reading