I dare you to click on this (●'◡'●)

At this point I am just talking to myself as if this is my diary. Let's catch up on what the fucks been going on! I feel validated that my siblings are on the same boat as me. We all need to change the cycle and where the fuck do we even start?? It is so exhausting trying to find a job, selling myself has never been strongest attribute. How am I going to get anywhere without it though?? Just stay true and authentic to who I am and hope for the best? maybe? maybe not? shiiit I could write a book if I really wanted too. This writing stuff comes so natural on the keyboard and through this website. It's because nobody I know will ever see this or know it's even me 😈hehe. Anyways just though i would check in to with the internet Ghosts (not the band lol) but seriously I know it's a long shot, but someone please write me something interesting!! something nobody else knows. I'll be in the corner listening to my music waiting. Wait random thought! What if I wrote my songs in the style of a letter??? yes? no? i fucking digg it!!?

                                                                                             XOXO,

                                                                                 Nini :P