I hate that theres no school because of sembreak when we had enough breaks and we left off on an exam because of a sembreak I was stressing all for nothing and I must likely will get a not very good score in mapeh despite studying hard » Continue Reading
I don’t know anymore, I make friends then months later i’m lonely again and it all seems to be my fault. I don’t have any close friends, all are acquaintances who want something from me. My personality is unpleasant to others, and I am not a fun person to speak to, I am not as good looking as my peers, I don’t know how to fix this. I’m seen as unnormal to everyone around me and I can’t change anyt... » Continue Reading
For some reason I always sabotage my relationships consciously, even with knowing I want to sabotage them when I still enjoy this connection — “They’re getting slightly annoying now let’s make ways and plans on how to cut them off” even when I still like them, I don’t know what I truly wish for. » Continue Reading
I am so embarrassed at myself most of the time but i never really thought people I’m close to check in this profile and check the blog entries i think i liked to make this as something that’s similar to my stupid 6 facebook alt accounts with fake identities because people don’t know its me and be vulnerable and all that stuff but OMG WHY DID I DO THIS either way though I’m not deleting the blog e... » Continue Reading