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I am so embarrassed at myself most of the time but i never really thought people I’m close to check in this profile and check the blog entries  i think i liked to make this as something that’s similar to my stupid 6 facebook alt accounts with fake identities because people don’t know its me and be vulnerable and all that stuff but OMG WHY DID I DO THIS either way though I’m not deleting the blog entries when I got upset (they make me chuckle) — honestly I both still understand yet don’t understand that “sad-ish” blog earlier and along with the second (well I do fully understand the second one but I think people can interpret that in different ways   I got that from a stupid radiohead song and I find it funny) What I didn’t understand about it was hmm the fact that I thought all those things but I get where I was coming from, I think I was just envious and had an episode and I find that silly