Most days i feel absolutely nothing. WHY EVERYONE ELSE ISNT LOSING THEIR MINDS FROM THE MONOTONY? I search for ways to feel something, anything. I used to sh, The pain doesnt hurt anymore, I used to make people and everything mine, possesions dont satisfy anymore, hobbies are just hollow. Im just endlessly bored. » Continue Reading
I met this girl a long time ago, she didn't know about my diagnoses, I am narcissistic, manipulative, with avoidant attachment, psychopathy and alexitimia. But now she currently knows, and she knows that sometimes I use her for my own benefit, I bring out her worst side, but she still stays, she still likes me and even says that the situation turns her on, how is that possible? Is there a diagnosi... » Continue Reading