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I was just tired today. And I think the crack on phone screen is getting bigger, which sucks. I hung out with Lois after school and we ended up wandering my local park in pitch black darkness with a flashlight while it was pouring with rain. As soon as I got in I went for a hot shower shower which burned my numb fingertips. We spoke a lot about Chris, and Lois' boyfriend. Apparently, before I j... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
its been a long ass day today. ive been tired and sore all day. i went to the gym last night for the first time in almost a year. it was class, i forgot how much i love the gym. chris was getting on my fucking nerves today. she kept telling me to show my friends my messy handwriting and i straight up snapped at her and told her to piss off. she was clearly off guard. i shouldnt have said it, she k... » Continue Reading
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It's Sunday and I did fuck all today. I finished a series of unfortunate events which was peak 🥹 but that was about it. I only took two of my three prescribed propranolol pills today, so I'm more anxious for tomorrow than usual. I hate school. I've said it before but I'll say it again. I fucking hate school. I stayed up late as fuck last night in IM talking with my mate about random shit which was... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I had to clean my room today and obviously I didn't get very far. It's a pigsty in the most literal terms. At this point it's a depression pit. Once I get time off I'm going to actually deep clean it. Last night (obviously just after I posted yesterday's blog) L texted me about a secret Santa with my friend group and obviously I had to get my ex. I partially suspect that he did it on purpose since... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
just got an idea there thanks to @morts paranormal blog post. ive been struggling to find an excuse to talk to my crush but this is it. THE IRVINE VALLEY PARANORMAL SOCIETY (the IVPS). ive always wanted to explore and investigate the valley i live in, and this is my opportunity. coming monday i will start talking to folk about joining the ivps and hopefully i will get at least 1 member » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
It was careers day at school and there were these two military guys representing the royal navy. The entire time they were talking I was thinking about how military work is the last job I'd ever sign for. I'd never become a boot licker for the government, nevermind die for my country and king sausage fingers. I told my dad that I saw his workmates at the careers day and he was basically like "come... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
this is kind of a vent soz i hate school. i see no benefit to school besides education and some social skills. i skip a lot of school and despite that i usually get good grades. last year i had 66% attendance but still got 100% on my end of year maths test. ive never really struggled to understand a topic, the only times i did was when i missed something on it. some of my family think ive got a hi... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Yesterdays entry got 3 kudos and one comment so I appreciate the attention. Me and Chris had a class together today and she was showing me screen shots of texts from one of the girls she now bullys who used to be our mutual friend (I'll call CJ) In one of the texts the girl said Chris told a lie about me. For some more background, CJ is a weirdo. I'm not trying to be mean about it, but she is tru... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I have a habit of coming on and off of this website and writing a journal hasn't really been very helpful. Starting a daily blog would probably help get my thoughts out there, especially since folk can comment and tell me if I'm a psycho or not. None of my mates are on here, so it's private enough. It's 9:54 of the 5th of November, but idk when this will upload since I need a shitty free VPN to ac... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
its so nice to be in a relationship that feels caring. im realizing how fake my ex was. the way my gf looks at me feels like its full of love. nothing my ex did felt the same way. its refreshing.my ex is spreading lies about me and its stressing me out bc its some serious accusations and my gf is there supporting me. i love her i hope nothing bad ever happens to her. » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
soz everyone for not being active for so long, exam season occupied my mental space too much to blog anyways, heres some main life updates for the coming summer season finale: -got a big friendgroup with some awesome sauce guys -got a girlfriend -lost a girlfriend (think she lied about why she broke up with me and left me for someone else) -getting back into fallout -eyesight got worse and now my ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I haven't made an appearance in a good while so soz idk why but im getting this sense of impending doom, like something is going to happen to me and i dont know what. i usually get like this on a sunday night bc of school but this feels different. it might be bc of the meeting i have with my headteacher about my attendance but idk. maybe i should just ignore it. ive started talking to people more,... » Continue Reading
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