Daily blog #3

It was careers day at school and there were these two military guys representing the royal navy. The entire time they were talking I was thinking about how military work is the last job I'd ever sign for. I'd never become a boot licker for the government, nevermind die for my country and king sausage fingers.

I told my dad that I saw his workmates at the careers day and he was basically like "come get an apprenticeship at my work". He started of as a tinsmith and now he works a basic office job at the same company that pays a lot more. I imagine I'd probably end up doing some sort of engineering or fabrication work at some point, since I do enjoy doing it. Plus, let's be honest, going to uni or college for music isn't very sustainable.

I got my bass home rn so I'll probably record a song. I've got a few music projects (Buanaiche and John Rust (now on bandcamp and yt) as my main ones) that I currently working on. That's how I usually spend most of my time after school. I'd like to release more stuff once I figure out how to turn an MP3 file into a video. 

That was really it for today. Not a lot of drama and I went home early. The side effects of the propranolol are kicking in and I'm beginning to wheeze. Whatevs, it was either this or paranoia.

i keep saying im gonna talk to my crush but i never do. i was DEFINETLY going to do it, but she has her hair tied back which was weird because she never ties her hair back. im probably just making excuses but i genuinely dont know how to talk to her. i mean, i know how to talk to her, but i need and excuse to add her on social media or something. i had a plan to say it was music related and i wanted to start a band with her in it, but she plays trombone so idk how well that would go.

also, if anyone is actually reading these blogs can you actually interact with it, at least so i know someone finds it interesting