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XxJake_NumanxX
"making music"
20 insomnia. USA. Emo
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i woke up again (TW venting depression)
Category: Life
I woke up again today. yesterday was another day pissed away as always. I've wasted so much time. I feel like my life is already over and all I have is this rotting body to dress up and paint and look good so I can lay myself at the feet of someone I don't love and let them eat me alive for their pleasure. I don't want to eat anything so I can continue to keep looking this disgusting for their aff... » Continue Reading
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Working On New Music
Category: Music
the album is coming along nicely. its starting to flesh out and take shape and you can really hear it has its own personality. I'm five tracks in so far each of them sounding complete different from each other but still fitting the theme and category of the album. I'm dreading recording vocals that's what killed my last album and my most ambitious art project ever "project cherry" had over 100 tra... » Continue Reading
I DONT UNDERSTAND TW(venting depression)
Category: Life
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE LIVE LIFE EVERTHING SUCKS. like I know that sounds lame as hell but I don't know anyone anymore I lost all my friends. this town is so isolating and I know without context this just sounds like some teenager bitching but nobody understands how bad it all is I don't understand it I don't know how I got here I really don't know who I am now. I tore myself apart from poin... » Continue Reading
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Funny brain thoughts and a question
Category: Life
does anyone else have attacks where your brian pushes 1000 thoughts on you at once. not happy thought either. also can i use blood in my pfp i wanna use book simon as my pfp but i really dont feel like getting banned lol » Continue Reading