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Mind ya business <3

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You know what pisses me off? People not minding their own business. Like why are you so upset over the fact that someone else does something you dislike even though it doesn't affect you in any way. You have to be a whole new level of pathetic to care so much about other people's lives when they aren't hurting anyone whatsoever. It's always the people who say "be yourself" who have the biggest iss... » Continue Reading

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i don't know what to title this

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this whole surgery thing has me so fucking worried like every time my body is in pain i freak out and get scared that i'm gonna fucking die and i hate it like no Jamie not every time you experience pain means you're gonna die lmao help :{{ » Continue Reading

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Nerves be hitting hard :(

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Omg my surgery is in like 2 and a half weeks i'm so fuckin nervous like bruh wtf am i supposed to do?? I have to just patiently wait for it to get to that day and i just wanna cancel but i know i can't do that bc all the stuff is already planned :(( I guess i just have to fight through my intense fear of needles, anesthetics and surgery in general which is hard as fuck Like i've had 3 surgeries be... » Continue Reading

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I gotta remember this site existz

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I am SO sorry for being hella inactive, i keep forgetting this site exists ajdsfkjd Anywayzzz i have a totally lame jaw surgery in less than 3 weeks (November 23rd) :((( Wish me luck y'all!!! I'll need it » Continue Reading

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I'm not ded sORRY

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HAIII OMG i'M so so SO sorry for not posting, i've been so fucking sad loll Yeah so i'm on antipsychotics now (quetiapine 50mg but probs getting a higher dose this week) cuz i got some shit going on yknow lolz Anyways i went to the zoo last saturday n it was fun, i got to see dinos n it was an epic ass experience!! Oh and i'm probs gonna dye my hair black again soon even though i just dyed it hot ... » Continue Reading

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I WENT TO MY FIRST EVER LOCAL DEATH METAL SHOW

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AHSFIHSDGFJKFH I went to my first ever local death metal show in Apeldoorn (The Netherlands)!!!! I saw Black Rabbit (which is a death/thrash metal band from Apeldoorn), Visions Of Disfigurement (A slam/brutal death metal band from the UK) and Basement Torture Killings (A death metal/grindcore band from the UK) And they were all absolutely epic!!! I bought some merch from Black Rabbit and VOD! I go... » Continue Reading

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I went 2 pride again :3

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Y'all so i went to Utrecht pride (in The Netherlands) and holy shit it was so much fun!!! I went in Rainbow Dash cosplay and we saw like 50+ boats and everyone was cheering and ahdhsddjsf it was so fun!!! I'm going to another pride event this saturday!!! (June 10th) WHich is also me and my partner's 2 year anniversary!!! I love him so much » Continue Reading

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My discord (Add me!!!!)

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Guyzzz i keep forgetting that this exists so add me on discord (if ur over 16 plz) xXChaoticMonsterXx#0667 tyyy » Continue Reading

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Checking up on yall

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Heyya everyone!! How are y'all doing? Holding on okay? Life is tough for me rn and i'm sure I'm not the only one. Just know that you guys can always reach out to me alr? Ily guys ♡♡♡ » Continue Reading

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Rant abt money n shit

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Why the fuck are things so fucking expensive??? I've been looking into getting a wheelchair for my chronic fatigue and chronic pain and for my weight and width they're like almost 400 euros?? Like what the hell. That;s a fucking medical thing that people NEED. And ppl complain "why don't u eat healthy" BC HEALTHY FOOD IS FUCKING EXPENSIVE. A premade salad here costs 5 euros and it costs more to ma... » Continue Reading

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Ronnie Radke.. ew

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Apart from him having gone to jail, hitting someone with a mic stand, being transphobic and just an overall asshole, most of his songs suck. Especially the newer shit like ew wtf is that? He only has a few good songs and that honestly says enough about him lmao » Continue Reading

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BRUHH

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Y'all oh my god there is SO much happening rn Okay so like I might end up homeless soon so like wtf I'm hella scared Buuutt I'm getting a Motionless In White tshirt tmrrw and I'm so excited omg I'm in like rlly bad post concert depression n it sux :(( Anyways How is everyone??? » Continue Reading

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