aurgh im nervous to bring it up with my therapist but i think i might have ppd. it would really explain why im so so so fucking paranoid without really having many other symptoms of something like schizophrenia or bipolar. although it wouldnt really explain the delusions at all. i donno hmmmfff. i might make a slideshow about it because i think my therapist doesnt really...believe in personality d... » Continue Reading
nobody cares about my opinion but im sharing it anyways yayyy these are some of my favorite mods mario's madness: (no, i dont think all stars is that good fight me idc.) ourple guy: » Continue Reading
talked with my therapist today and she doesnt think i have bpd even though my APRN seems to think so. she was like "you have a level of self-awareness i think someone with borderline wouldn't have" which is actually really true. if thats the case then i have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me. ik bpd is a really common misdiagnosis so i felt like ive been really careful idk. i know adhd and au... » Continue Reading
i know i literally JUST changed my theme but i kinda wanna be coronation day peach now. like she's everything i want to be. thinking now. » Continue Reading
praying on someone's downfall works. did you know that. i was praying on someone's downfall and now they lost something important to them (SMILING) im so evil chat » Continue Reading
bro i split last night and got so mad i was twitching and shaking and grinding my teeth. said "i hope you die, sincerely. i hope you and your little girlfriend fucking die" to a guy i still kindof have feelings for and then proceeded to bawl my eyes out. whatever chat. im still unsure on if i should move on from him or not cause ive never loved anyone this much before and hes literally my dream gu... » Continue Reading
oaghe i think my loneliness is gonna eat me from the inside out chat...i hate almost everyone i talk to this sucks so bad. i need better friends. whatever. life goes on i think » Continue Reading
okay so. if you knew me you may or may not have known i love modifying my code! we're not doing that anymore. coding on this site has proved to be a nightmare with my code constantly being deleted, or even losing it's structure and having to be rewritten and reformatted! my static overlay is gone too :-( which required a lot of lines!! because of that, this page likely wont change much anymore, if... » Continue Reading