I never thought I'd see the day when I didn't know anymore. All that I had learned.. and all that I had lived through.. Added up to chaos. Nothing made sense. Nothing worked. All is lost. and never found. I am not me. Yet I am here. I am stuck. I want to get out. But I can't find the door. I never colored my worl » Continue Reading
They call me loud. They say i should have manners. That I should act like a lady. I say... Take it or leave it. She comes as is. She can change Any time she wants to, But now is not that time. It's just not in the cards. At least not YOUR cards. I move about in mysterious ways. And don't care To conform. Let a » Continue Reading
What you focus on Becomes your existence. People always want to wait For things to get better. No matter what phase we are in People are Always waiting... Waiting for the future. But the future can only exist If you live every now moment to the fullest. But if you choose to live in fear Waiting.. Your future Will be just that.. A lifetime of fear and » Continue Reading
Our Ego is very clever.. It can turn something painful, Hurtful, Or uncomfortable, Into something we 'think' we enjoy. But how will you know If what you enjoy Actually Stems from a 'cover-up'? How can you pin-point The false beliefs that activated and inspired your Ego to come up with such manipulative tactics, So you don't have to feel the true pain? » Continue Reading
When Some one says, Mind Body Heart and Soul... What do you see? Do you see a person sitting Cross legged with their hands in prayer position Under a tree Meditating? Or Do you see a picture of each word? To be Honest.. It really doesn't matter which one you see » Continue Reading
When you get a text in your in box.. You open it, right? When someone you don't even know.. Walks up to you and asks you to do something, You give them a listen, right? So then why is it, That when your heart wan » Continue Reading
He's not your father. He's supposed to be your man. She's not your mother. She's supposed to be your woman. But what if i told you That no one is ever really ours. What if i told you Even your own children are not yours. Sure they may have come from a man and a woman Coming together.. But that true creati » Continue Reading
Wanna see me disappear? All you gotta do is fear. Fear will take you to a different land A land filled with lies of every kind and brand. But you don't want me to leave, you say Then why do you fear the way you do each day? Fear is known to teach you to lie. Lie to yourself and to every person you try. So do you see it yet? the paradox you create? By » Continue Reading
Focus? Where? What is focus? When you hear the word focus... Where really does your focus go? Do you even know? First we see focus in our minds eye, right? But we heard it first. So our focus was in our ears? But then we see it with our eyes... Or we try to see it.. But do we really? So.. "Focus", they say. » Continue Reading
Art. Why do we call 'Art' only that which is done by a few, but not by all? We all have creative abilities. We just don't express them because we are afraid. Afraid of rejection. Afraid of Comparison. Not being good enough. But compared to what? Have you ever thought of that? What are we really holding ourselves back from? Someone else's opinion » Continue Reading
Mirror mirror by the wall Why can't i see when I'm about to fall? I put on a false smile, To cover up my truth. And change everything about myself To reflect a lost youth. I adjust my self respect. And make-believe that what they want Is what I'm out there to get. And i choose to have no self love Just to show i listen to the » Continue Reading
Why is little so BIG and big so LITTLE? Why is sun so little Yet the real sun is so GIGANTIC? Have you ever really took notice at how our words reflect the exact opposite of what we actually mean? So when I say I hate you. Do I really? When I say I can't Am I lying? How confused are you right now After reading all of this? » Continue Reading